It has been a hectic last few days for me, so I apologize for the gap in posting. The release of my book is almost near. I am really excited and hopeful for that day. So far, the reviews from some of my advance readers have been really uplifting. While I would like to be one of those people who is able to say that I don’t need the opinions of others; that is only slightly not true about me.
Positive reinforcement is actually a very helpful thing for me. Though, I do love constructive and helpful criticism as well. Its just nice to know that someone other than me enjoyed something that I wrote. It makes me blush, it makes me giddy, and most of all, it makes me very hopeful for my future as a writer. Honestly, I’m sure I’ve said this way too many times already but I’ve always wanted to be a writer. I never really felt like one and I let fear get in my way too many times to count. I’m still fearful but I’m pushing past it this time.
For the first time in a long time, I think that I’m actually happy. There are no dark and sad thoughts lingering about in my head. I guess the right combination of medication can really change a persons life. Don’t get me wrong, nothing is perfect all the time by any means, but i do feel a lot better. I’m excited to see what this year has in store for me, rather than dreading another day.
So January 11th is marked on my calendar and it should be on yours too!